And it’s times like these when you truly find out who your friends are. Never have I ever felt so alone. I do appreciate those that have been here to support me through it all, but those people are few and far between. I have no doubt that next year’s drum majors will do a fantastic job, but at the same time, this turned out to be much harder than I thought it’d be. I really needed my friends tonight and a couple of really great people stood by my side while the rest abandoned me. I thank those people for making me feel better. I know friends come and go, but why does it always have to be the ones you don’t want to leave that do? I’ve never felt so lonely, down, and depressed in my life. I know God has a plan, but it doesn’t make it any easier. I also know that I just need to rely on Him, and trust me, I’m trying my hardest. I’m down, but not out, but still, please don’t kick me while I’m down. All I can say us, I may have been disappointed this year, but next year’s audition better watch because its gonna be thrown for one heck of a ride. As for now, though, can I just go home? Hurt. :(

Tiger Cub goes from the hospital to kiddie pool! (by zooborns)





